In the wee hours of the morning, approximately 9am, Peiling and I arrived at the Singapore Arts Museum. Well, as Singaporean, I want to celebrate National Day in my own way. It was more than reaching early for the activities, it was more than passion that made me go out of my way on a Sunday, it was…the goody bag.

Only 300 leh, don’t like that leh. Haha. Well, I didn’t get one, Peiling did.

We waited till 12.30pm for registration for the Pin Hole Camera making, it starts at 2pm, so can rot again. BUT BUT BUT! The timing changed and it was 1.15pm before we found out that it started at 1pm. So, we went up, and did the camera lo.

Above is mine.

And above’s the presentable photo from it.

After the SAM activities, we went for a walk, and soon, she had to go with her parents to celebrate National Day in their own ways too. So, I’m left in Bishan with nothing to do.

I went home to take my lens and tripod, and set off for Toa Payoh. Guessed what I did there? That’s right! Well, like I care what you’ve guessed.

The one below is only of the many failed photos, but I like the effect fireworks had on the smoke.

Below is truly a presentable one.

Loved the firework, loved TV Mobile. Loves Singapore!

So after that, home I went!

Is there a way that everyone could be satisfied? Is there a way that we can make everyone happy? If one cannot be happy, what is the next logical thing to do?

I think I’ve got some answers, but they will need preparation and everything left in me to be carried out. Well, you see;

We change because we want to make everyone happy. And usually, after changing (assuming you changed to make a particular person happy), that person will be happy. but someone else won’t be. So, you have to keep changing.

After a long time of changing, one will get tired. And they will just choose to be themselves. From all the thinking I’ve done, I figured something out to make this problem a little less of a problem.

No matter where we are, we would either be on our own, or be with people. When on our own, we can be ourselves. (All assumptions are based on individuals whom are not married).

One our own – Be ourselves

Withe people, no matter how big a group is, you will only be conversing with one at any time, so, change to make that person happy.

When addressing a group, be neutral. Be someone that everybody will not hate nor like. We can only be a person that everybody likes when full compatitibility is met. They want certain things to be done in a way that makes them feel most comfortable. Or they want you just simply just to treat them importantly.

Now, why do people expect things from others? I think it’s because they are not capable to do what they expect of you. That’s why they expect it from you.

If I say, ‘I expected you to understand/ do something.’ Chances are things have happened. But that’s not the point.

The point is that they understand that you will do things. But they do not understand that you can have a choice. They do not understand that sometimes, even they don’t do what is expected.

I expect you to understand.

I expected you to understand

When you run out of choices, it can only be meant in two ways. I’ll explain it for you, my dear readers.

1. This is more for a deadline, you can picture yourself at a dead end. People always says, there is no turning back in life. Then you will think to yourself, ‘Die, how to move now?’ Well, lucky for you, you can just stay there. And see what comes through the wall. Maybe you can make it through instead.
2. This is more of a choices. It’s not about choosing or not, or what to choose. You made a choice, and walked along it until you reach a spot on the ground. Well, there is no more next choice. You just stop there. Hopefully waiting for other peoples’ choice to link you up.

Either way, when you reach that point, evolution takes place. We upgrade naturally. See, when we are on the brink of a pause in life, something will happen. We will see things that we normally couldn’t, or figure out things that would take someone else a long time to do it.

I don’t have any choices now, but I do see someone’s, and it’s not far. So, I threw a rope and I began moving along that person’s choice. Sounds fun. Let’s see what happens when that person gets too tired of having me, or reaches nowhere.

Again, evolution.

Shh… if you’ve heard it before.

Sue: ‘Hi, how much is 1 for?’

Shopkeeper: ‘Oh, 1 is for 50 cents’.

Sue: ‘Hmm… what about if I get 12?’

Shopkeeper: ‘Then it will be 1 dollar’.

Sue: ‘Okay, I will get 312′.

Shopkeeper: ‘Alright, total would be 1 dollar and 50 cents’.

What is that item/s that Sue is buying?

This little quiz is designed for readers to think out of the box. Since I already know the answer, I can’t really say if it’s tough. But do leave a comment if you did guessed it. If you already do know the answer, please don’t spoil the fun.

Please don’t ask what am I troubled over.

Suddenly, I had to turn to the Matrix, as what the book has said is right. Everything has changed. Everyone is only thinking for themselves, well, usually, people who stereotype everyone is under some kind of stress and you should just go with that person.

Life is never fair huh? Even if you want to make it fair, God will never make it fair. If not, you will take things for granted. How can one have what he wants? Well, he can’t. Until he can becomes what he really loves.

Hardly people love themselves. Because they cannot find the definition of love. It’s not pamper or spoil, it’s not about feeling good about oneself mentally or physically. I don’t know either.

The end.

I went to Sembawang Shopping Centre today, and saw this awesome sight. Remember? Bumble Beeeeeee!

The one below is take some time back. No offence for the lousy photos, it’s taken with my mobile phone.

One day, I was thinking to myself, is there no use for me? I don’t seem to be talented in anything I do. How? How does talent work? I want to have a skill to be proud of! I have enough other things to be proud of le.

So I thought to myself, maybe talent might not be something that we can do. I am not physically very fit or very precise in any work. I simply don’t have anything I can DO (physically) well. Maybe on bed lah, but that’s not the point.

Could it be how we think? Everyone think in their own unique manner, and have output as varying as our fingerprints. Could fingerprints be a pattern of how our thoughts and ideas were generated?

As I am looking for talent within me, it then occurred to me that maybe I have found it ever since I started thinking a lot, and obviously, I still do.

Hmm, then Caiyun leh? Maybe we have very similar fingerprints. Those few whom I know think a lot, are very special in one way or another.

Peiling is the opposite of me, that’s why I think she’s for me.
Caiyun is a thinker, I don’t have to bring the point to her, I just tell her and she’ll understand (most of the time).
Xiang Yun is a left hander like me, so our way of life is very similar.

Anyone else? I don’t know. There are few that I can ‘Yayaya! Same too!’

Oh ya, about Peiling, I understand her easily cause she’s the opposite of me, and surprisingly, does a lot of things similar to me, just a different mindset when doing things.

Although Caiyun thinks a lot too (right?), but she does very different things from me. But we found out what intentions nature had for us.

Xiang Yun and I pretty much does the same things as me, but her lifestyle has more variety than me. I don’t have that much Jap and Anime spirit in me. Hehe.

I just hope all of us have something that we’re proud of, even if not talent physically, something mentally would be very special. Having super imaginative dirty thoughts are one talent for a porn producer (overseas),

Well, my JED did not get completed by Tuesday, and having left it to whatever life led me to, it turned out better than I have expected.

Deadline is now on Friday, friends are more free to help me since they have handed theirs on Tuesday (few of those whom have completed it). Teacher would ask if I need help, friends would ask too.

If life is left to advance alone, others will lead it on the right track. People it’s your life that is involved in theirs. Simply put it, they know if one gives up, and they will guide it.

Nice feeling and a little motivated. Sometimes, we want to give up before others give up on us. It’s still legal, but not quite okay.

Yesterday was a fun day, Peiling and I went to pick saga seeds at Bishan Park. Another elderly couple was there and gave us some strategic locations before leaving. Picked up quite an amount, and then left for a drink.

She invited me to dinner with her mum (which we all could guess, her mum paid) at Ichiban Boshi at Novena. Eat eat, then talk talk, then I go home lo.

Well, back to what everybody is typing on blogs, I saw the damn cute cat which looked like a cat lo. So cute right? Haha. No offence.

The three above videos are her works, and it’s very meaningful. Simple but it’s more than meet the eyes. I love it.